You Don't Care

there's a smile on my face
my eyes are dry
but they are not a window to my soul
they never were
I'm crying inside
I'm shattered inside
there may not be marks you can see
but on the inside
I'm scarred and mutilated
bruised and beaten
I feel defeated.

but you don't know
you don't care
I need help
but you won't help me
you can't help me.

I don't want to be here.

I'm dying inside
but you don't care, do you?
so why not finish the body
so the soul can finally die?
you won't care.

will you?

-Again, feeling down.-

<3 - brittany