Hidden

I'm hiding
hiding from you
I don't want you
to see me this way.
I'm disgraceful.
I'm ugly.
I'm clumsy.
I'm filthy.
just go away.
I want you to believe
that what you see
is what you get
but that's not always
the case.
I'm mean
I'm cruel
I am the beast
I am the monster
I have two faces
and now I'm admitting it.

so leave, please.
I don't want you to see me this way.

-This was written around the same time as "Fortress". I was feeling down, but I can't remember why.-

<3 - brittany