Closer

it seems like I have so many friends
but when it comes right down to it
do I really have any?
sure, there are those that make me laugh
sure, there are those that make me smile
but I can't just call them up and say,
"hey, wanna go play?
hey, wanna hang out?
hey, just wanna talk?"
I haven't really talked to anyone in a while
and it's building up inside.

I wanna talk
I wanna get close
but nobody will get close to me.

or is it me?

do I push you away?

tell me.
help me.
please.

-I don't feel much like this anymore, but for a while there, I did.-

<3 - brittany