Goodbye Love

I don't know what it is
but when I see you
I cry inside.
I want things to be
the way they were before.
I wish we could have
those crazy nights back.

I know we can't.

but everytime I see you
I still want it all back.
we don't talk to each other.
we don't laugh.
we don't cry.
we don't hug.
not anymore.
I don't know what happened.

I've cried myself to sleep too many times.
I've broken my heart too many times.
I don't want to do it anymore.

but I guess this must be
goodbye.
hopefully not forever,
but I need to close this chapter of my life.
because it hurts me too much to remember.
goodbye love.
goodbye.

-You fixed me when I was broken, you lifted me when I was down. You've done so much for me, but the flow turned into a trickle, then it ended. And I'm dry. I love you with all I've got, but I need to let go.-

<\3 = brittany

Find Me a Find

I keep walking into it
trying to make it better
and only making it
worse.

I want them to be happy
I don't care how I end up.
my heart can be fixed
one more time.
I hope.

condemned to a role
I shouldn't want,
I don't need.
my fate-

matchmaker.

and matchmaker is a lonely profession.

-Learn to stay away.-

<\3 = brittany

All I Ask

no, it's all right.
I don't mind being forgotten.
I'm used to it.
I'm just a toy to you.
a pet you kick around
until you're bored
and with one last
painful
mighty
punt
I'm gone.
but I'll crawl back.
I'll call
I'll write
I'll do anything
to stick with you.
all I ask is
for you to call me
just once in a while.
for you to write to me
just once in a while.
for you to think of me
just once in a while.

but is that too much to ask?

-Yeah. No phone call, no e-mail, no nothing. Yes, I'm bitter.-

<\3 = brittany